My mom found this xanga, so I won't be updating for a while. I'm probably going to erase all of the entries when I have time. Only reason I'm on now is because my english teacher took the class to the computer lab and I'm finished with my work.

I'm having a really bad day.

Currently Playing Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground By Bright Eyes Let's Not Shit Ourselves (To Love and Be Loved) see related

"hi amber...like i don't know whats goin on. but some guy came to me durin class change and said like "someones been telling people that amber likes you and is saying you said it and she's mad" i mean...i don't think you do. but please don't be mad at me because i'm not one for spreading gossip and i definitely wouldn't start any about myself or someone i hardly know. so yeah...this is kinda awkward. i just don't really know anything about the situation. so i'm sorry if like anything really bad has come of this...gah high school is stupid."

That was Sophia's comment on my last entry.

I could kill Lucas for saying that I like her near Addie. Addie is a fucking big mouth bitch. I asked her nicely not to tell Sophia, so what does she do? Tell everyone but Sophia. God she's a bitch.

The worst thing is that I had to tell Sophia that yes, I do like her. The second worse thing is that she thought I was mad at her. Which isn't true. I'm mad at Addie.

Now I have to go to school and sit right beside Sophia for a whole period. Talk about awkward.

This pisses me off.

Currently Playing Anywhere But Home (w/ bonus DVD) By Evanescence Missing see related

Got a new layout that I'm probably going to change soon.

I got Warrior Pride and I won 5 dollars today. Though they gave me the wrong level thing. I got bronze and I'm supposed to have silver, but whatever. I don't really care.

I don't have anything to write about really.

Boring, pointless entry. Deal with it. 

Currently Playing Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness By The Smashing Pumpkins 1979 see related

I'm bored as hell and I have absolutely nothing to do.

My mom said I can look online for a while, so that's cool.

I need new music to listen to, I'm getting bored listening to the same thing over and over. Any suggestions?

And I have nothing to write, so yeah this is quite pointless.

Currently Playing Very Proud of Ya By AFI Aspirin Free see related

My mom told me that I could get on the computer for an hour, but she's not exactly home to tell me when to get off, so whatever.

Nothing really to write, I'm bored, as usual.

Oh yeah, this girl I know has been telling people that I like her. I fucking hate when people run their mouths like that. Fucking bitch. I liked her too (for a friend.) I guess I shouldn't care, if she finds out that I like her, what's the worst that could happen? She could destroy our non-existing friendship? Yeah.

Had to buy new clothes yesterday. They suck. I want my clothes back. I asked my mom today why she took them. She said it was so I won't look like a boy and act like that. (Funny, she never seems to specify what 'that' is. Guess she thinks if she says it, that will make it true to her.) I told her that all it does is make me uncomfortable as hell. 

Then she started talking about moving in with her b/f again and she couldn't understand why I got mad at her.

By the way, I wouldn't have to change schools, I'd just have to drive to school from cleveland every day. But I'd rather do that than move.

I hate (most) people.